(1.26 am blog)

1.26am @.@
hmph...
juz wanna write a story out... and here goes...
well mostly ppl know i broke up d... but old dun go new dun come swt.. my dad told me dis..
vry sad that time.. reali duno wad to do... well... after i broke up... a weird things happen...
a gurl add me lolz...
in dis 3 week... or 2 week plus i duno la... we keep contacting each other.. hmph... although it is weird... but i feel non stress and only feel joyful when i chat with her...
non stress... well seriously.. everytime i chat or sms with her... wad we got only is laughter...
well.. her laughter that makes everything that are black in my mind turns white... means every fustrating things that occurs after i chat with her, everythings turn into a smile...
don't know why...
My ex hurt's me alot... thats fine.. i give up her! finally i did! How? 'She' always ask me not to think so much.. because there are many gurl's in this world.. why need to let her make u down?
everytime i need consult.. she will be the one... it's true.. 'True love are hard to find..' nva doubt it.. But in my mind... i always think... think... and thinks... should i try it once more?
let's continue, although we not always can see, but at least we contact each other everyday... long time didn't sms d... when i try back.. well thats fun... day by day past...
i duno izzit i fall into her adi or not... well.. boys are flower heart... bt not all.. i doesn't know i suit her anot? or i don't...
am i a good guy? am i good enough to give her wad she wan?
am i? can i? will i? my brain... keep thinking about this problem...
as time pass the answer will out... thats wad my friend told me...
Everytime the skies dark... i will think of her... evernite... everyday... can said as always....
but i can do all for my ex's but y can't her? hmph...
y dun i give a try again? can i?
Sumtings like magnet make me and her get closer... but.. i duno will she give me a chance anot...
well i'll wait... wait time to prove all the things... I hope she can see dis =)
[ If thr's a broken mend, I'll be ther for u ] seriously... i mizz u alot.. reali.. duno y... each time i heard ur voice.. is juz like... a new beginning...
I noe that will be a very big problem if we are together.. well we both knows... but
people said 'Do ur best' everything can slove... izzi?
What is love?
why love hurts? izzit because we dun appreciate each other?
Why question keep appearing geh....
maeb its because i am growing... need to think....
people are getting older and older... not younger...
well kinda tired... night... ( mizz u )