(3.51am) My heart

2nite i feel kinda fustrating.. kinda moody... and some emo's
i am thinking... y my life turns this way?
i'm happy... happy to see all my friends in sweet condition with their gf..
chris u finally found ur happiness, jayson? are more better.. his gf treat him the best... stan.. wish u all the best...
I am not so lucky like u all... well.. i try to be serious in my date last time...bt what i get... infact of no return.. i still get hurt more deeply... wad i did not enough?
my mind keep turning here and thr...
well y love occur?
y did love hurts?
it keep spinning again.....
I've change... reali change... What makes dis happen?
today.. i told out wad my heart feels... my mind thinks... to her...
although its not a sucessfull answer or maeb yes i dun know..... but at least i tells out wad i feel towards her...
Kenny... are u playing? i am thinking... wad makes me feel that?
Hearing love story everyday... by taylor swift...
Izzit love story reali exists?
'You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess'
'This love is difficult but it's real'
Can i have a chance? chance to become better?
I'm single... Y i felt.. Single are very lonely... Couples are happy but many problem...
how 2 solve it...
I enjoy my single life? NOP! i doesn't
i wan some1 to care of... some1 that let me care... some1 that will worry about me... someone will said 'I LOVE U'
but.... will this happen?
I dun know... Reali dun know...
I hope God will give me a chance... Chance that makes my world brighter...
chance to make.. my life colourful... and covered with rainbow...